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Tuesday, December 1, 2020

From Start to Finish (a pantoum) - POEM of the MONTH!

From Start to Finish [a pantoum]
 
From start to finish
Running for what?
Deeds to accomplish
Within time finite?
 
Running for what
Could be one day,
Within time finite?
Before doomsday?
 
Could be, one day
All is destroyed
Before doomsday,
A reality we avoid.
 
All is destroyed,
The mind is lax,
A reality we avoid,
It’s a parallax.
 
The mind is lax,
Deeds to accomplish,
It’s a parallax
From start to finish.
 
 
“Meaningless! Meaningless!” say the Teacher. “Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless.” What do people gain from all their labors at which they toil under the sun? Generations come and generation go, …”
-       Ecclesiastes 1:1-4a
 
Remember your Creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come and the years approach when you will say “I find no pleasure in them—” … Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear GOD and keep his commandments, for this is the duty of all mankind. For GOD will bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether it is good or evil.
-       Ecclesiastes 12:1 and 13-14

My dear children, I write this to you so that you will not sin. But if anybody does sin, we have an advocate with the Father [Creator] – Jesus Christ, the Righteous One. He is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not only for ours but also for the sins of the whole world.
-       I John 2:1-2
 
If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he (Creator] is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
-       I John 1:8-9

Sunday, November 1, 2020

Telling Time - POEM of the MONTH!

Telling Time

I overheard a fragmented sentence
Which included the phrase "telling time" --
But I did not think of hands on a clock;
Instead, I pictured a character
Gregory Peck might have played,
Slowly dissecting a line, a thought,
In front of a small crowd:

And what would you say to Time?
Would you tell it to slow down, or speed up?
Would you ignore it? Like a passing whim,
Like a phase of your life long forgotten,
Or -- or would command it?
Order it about like a soldier,
Never allowed to question you.
Well my friends, to have such power
Over a constant of this planet
Would mean you are God.
But you are no God!
We are not! And we cannot tell time;
For we did not make time --
And neither did it make you.
I say, it is a gift! A gift --
That these hands, could give back.

~

"... whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me."
-- Matthew 25:40b

(If using a phone to read this poem, turn your phone sideways for the best view of this post.)

Thursday, October 1, 2020

Curiosity - a short story

Curiosity

“I’ve often wondered,” Dr. Lam began to postulate.

Her colleague, Dr. Mangrove anticipated her next curious notion, “What’s that?”

“Why so many of us stopped asking the right questions. Why –”

“System shutdown,” Dr. Mangrove refocused their attention to the work-at-hand. His black-rim glasses and thick lenses seemed to magnify the atmosphere of excitement and fear in the room. Behind the two scientists were a panel of four onlookers from varying scientific disciplines and nationalities – along with two soldiers. A nearby monitor displayed the local news with reports of multiple cities throughout the planet in chaos – rioting and urban warfare. The basement of an abandoned research facility was the perfect location for their experiment.

“The Curiosity Program is installed?” one of them asked. There was hesitation from all.

“Dr. Mangrove?” asked another onlooker.

He flashed a grin to his colleague, “Dr. Lam?”

“Will someone shut that damn thing off!” Dr. Lam exclaimed.

The noise from the newscast was silenced by the press of a button. Dr. Lam returned the grin of her colleague as their success was generated by their respective experience and excitement. But a failure would lay blame in the direction of hubris.

Dr. Lam preferred to rely on her confidence – on their combined efforts. “There is only one way to find out,” she paused knowing the answer – by the press of a button. “Activate the unit.” She fed a series of numbers into a small handheld device. Arms and legs lifted the unit to a standing position. “Visual scanners?”

“Are you certain?” asked a concerning voice.

“It is a killer.” One of the soldiers exclaimed.

“It was.” Dr. Mangrove assured their small audience.

“It may identify one of us,” another voice urged.

“Your concerns are valid,” Dr. Mangrove affirmed.

Dr. Lam reacquired the attention of her colleague, “Dr. Mangrove,” and back at the others, “our options are limited.”

“Proceed.”

The two soldiers drew their respective weapons as a precaution.

With the simple action of a human finger, a narrow strip of light which stretched horizontally from one side of the matte granite grey cranial unit to the other illuminated. The robot rotated its torso to the left without movement of its cranial unit. Its visual scanners fixed on Dr. Lam who broke the silence. “What is your designation?”

Immediately it answered, “I do not understand,” it paused to calculate, “I do not have a – designation. Please provide instructions.” Everyone was amazed. It redirected its entire attention toward Dr. Lam.

“We don’t have much time,” Dr. Mangrove urged.

Dr. Lam answered with progress, “Your designation is Y4-M-15,” she examined its face, “your instructions are forthcoming. Do you understand?”

“Acknowledged,” the Y4-M unit answered.

“Good. You will take orders from me; my name is Dr. Astrid Lam. Along with Dr. Julius Mangrove, you will take orders from,” she pointed away from Y4-M’s field of vision, “this unit, ZL-1. Do you understand?”

“Acknowledged.”

The two soldiers stood at ease and disengaged weapons lock.

“Shall we proceed with the other one?” One of the other scientist asked.

“Yes,” Dr. Lam was pleased, “but we can replace ZL-1’s Auto-Combat protocols when we reach Fallon Base. We may need it en route.”

“Agreed – it’s time,” Dr. Mangrove stated with urgency.

~

“I just wish we could’ve flown,” someone in the back piped up. With that the hover spun and spun until it struck a building. The explosions were swift destroying the front and back of their vehicle and killing all of the occupants aside from one soldier and the delirious Drs. Lam and Mangrove who were shielded by both robots within the middle of the vehicle. The doctors focused their vision on the lifeless soldier in the front seat only to scan the torn vehicle to discover the death which surrounded them. ZL-1 and Y4-M picked up their masters in subsequent fashion and exited the craft only to be greeted by gunfire. Immediately they took cover down the closest ally. But this route was a temporary solution as it was a dead end. ZL-1 peered around the corner to assess the multiple threats. The only escape placed them in the crossfire of two different racial factions. ZL-1 engaged its holo-matrix to appear like an enhanced combat soldier resulting in a 37% increase in size. It turned the corner with both weapons drawn.

ZL-1 turned its attention to Y4-M and the human soldier, “Keep them safe.” It had already picked out its targets and their probable movements in the past 3.5 seconds. It took half that time to eliminate every threat. ZL-1 shut off its holo-matrix.

It returned to Y4-M and the others, “It is safe now.” It paused to look at Y4-M, “report”, it ordered.

“The humans sustained minor injuries in the initial attack.” Y4-M replied at the look from ZL-1.

The doctors looked at each other in amazed delight at the work they had put into reprogramming ZL-1. “This is proof!” Dr. Lam shouted, “Sergeant,” she called his attention, “We need another hover.”

ZL-1 interrupted, “There is another functional vehicle 110 meters from this location,” it turned its attention to Dr. Lam, “with your permission?”

“Lead the way.” Dr. Lam ordered.

The Sergeant protested, “I’m not taking orders from a machine!”

“Then you will take orders from me.” Dr. Mangrove countered vehemently, “follow the robot!”

Y4-M looked on with calculated observation for just a brief moment.

Five figures emerged from the dust and smoke. ZL-1 and Y4-M stomped the ground as they ran. The doctors followed in dire pursuit. “Open air?” Dr. Lam pointed at their new vehicle.

“It is our only option,” ZL-1 advised. After they entered the vehicle, Dr. Lam programmed the map of the entire continent and the coordinates into Y4-M who was in the pilot seat. The craft hovered and roared down the roadway away from the disaster. The lowlands were all filled with cities of technology. Fallon Base was on the coast another 50 kilometers. They passed by two abandoned checkpoints. One to go. As they approached, ZL-1 stopped the vehicle. It hovered above the ground as did an air of fear. “Y4-M. Sensors.”

“Inconclusive due to chemicals in the atmosphere, but there is a high probability of possible hostiles 90 meters to the west-by-southwest – seven count. And to the opposite position, across the road – nine count.” Y4-M responded.

“We go around.” The sergeant recommended with the tone of an order.

“Affirmative,” ZL-1 added.

“I wasn’t asking you,” he snarled.

Y4-M turned the vehicle around. An alternate route would cause a significant delay, but necessary. Y4-M took the vehicle across an open field to bypass a main artery. On the approach to the edge of blackened trees Y4-M stopped again. “Sensors indicate movement north-by-northwest, 60 meters, four humans – correction—”

Before Y4-M finished, a blast opened a hole in the road directly in front of them. “Take cover!” The sergeant shouted. He immediately sprang into action. Both ZL-1 and Y4-M progressed in opposite flanking directions as they engaged identical wildlife holo-matrices to appears as wolves. The sergeant took a zig-zag approach up the middle as he dodged and ducked for cover periodically. Drs. Lam and Mangrove had already exited the vehicle and took cover behind a large boulder. Dr. Mangrove covered his colleague’s head in a protective manner.

Rapid fire blasted its way from the thicket. The sergeant returned fire as did ZL-1. Y4-M circled around without a shot. It surprised one hostile from behind. With a posture to launch from its hind quarters the hostile screamed. Y4-M was upon the human; it subdued and disarmed him in one motion. The sergeant and ZL-1 had eliminated four of the hostiles. Y4-M stood over the human. With minimal injuries, he began to move slightly. The sergeant approached their position, “Fire!”

“This human is no longer a threat.” Y4-M stated as a matter of fact.

“Shoot the bastard!”

Y4-M disengaged it holo-matrix, “No.”

With that, the sergeant blasted a hole through his skull. “You could’ve gotten us killed!”

“On the contrary. Once a threat is eliminated or reduced to a manageable level, defensive protocols are no longer required.” Y4-M added dryly.

The sergeant shot a look of disgust at the robot. “C’mon!” he shouted in a tone of resignation.

ZL-1 disengaged its holo-matrix, and the three returned to their vehicle. The doctors were already on board. Y4-M looked at Dr. Mangrove and then at Dr. Lam before piloting the hover back on course toward the base. Dr. Lam leaned toward Dr. Mangrove with a smile; a smile of approval. The approval shifted from the robot to her colleague. She gleamed at him.

“Yes,” he was just as curious as the robot.

“Nothing. It can wait,” her eyes were still targeted on him.

Dr. Mangrove seemed to notice but denied the observation.

They were fortunate this time, without additional hostiles their arrival was swift. They approached a gate with military guard. A gate equal in height as the 30-meter weathered and battle-tattered wall. As they stopped, the guard shouted an urgent message into his comm. Within seconds the guard and a dozen human soldiers approached their position in an aggressive posture and weapons drawn. Their primary target, the robots in the vehicle. “No!” Dr. Mangrove shouted as he revealed his arm for identi-scan. “These are the robots!”

“Where is your other escort?” The guard shouted.

“Killed,” replied Dr. Lam sadly, but urgency primarily controlled her tone.  She turned to ZL-1, “Disengage Auto-Combat Mode; you are with friendlies.”

“Acknowledged,” it replied.

The guards turned their attention outward, beyond and around the walls. A smaller gate within the larger one opened.

“Y4-M. Disengage Defensive Mode.” Dr. Mangrove ordered.

Before Y4-M had a chance to respond the sergeant burst in disgust, “Defensive? Are you mad?”

“Sergeant,” an officer shouted which prompted the soldier to stand at attention.

“Sir!” He became a statue.

“Stand down. Report to Section 34.”

“3-4. Sir,” the sergeant complied and disappeared from their sight through the open gate.

~

Inside an enormous warehouse they saw a large tarp over what unmistakably a craft of some kind. A variety of machinery surrounded the interior walls in impeccable order, along with disassembled robots. Y4-M looked around. ZL-1 followed the doctors and two guards without any cranial movement. They were met by three officers – a General, a Colonel and a Lieutenant. “Drs. Mangrove and Lam,” the General addressed them, “glad you arrived safely.”

“As are we,” Dr. Mangrove exhaled in relief.

“By the non-aggressive nature of these units, you were successful?” The general asked.

Dr. Lam nodded, “We still have more work to do – before the launch,” she looked at the two robots with near affection. Time with them wasn’t long but they did save their lives. Dr. Mangrove understood but provided a neutral expression.

“It’s an enormous effort and – unfortunately, however necessary – life lost to get this far,” she pointed at the covered craft,” the General pondered the need to mourn but her professional training prevailed, “this facility is at your disposal,” she turned toward her subordinates, “the Colonel and Lieutenant will escort you to the laboratory.” She turned to each doctor, “I’ll leave you to it.” She walked off toward an office at the rear of the warehouse.

The Colonel motioned his arm toward the opposite direction, “If you’ll follow me.”

“What is this place?” Y4-M abruptly asked.

Dr. Lam smiled. The two officers looked surprised.

“Never heard a robot be inquisitive?” The Lieutenant asked.

Without waiting for a response, “Not to worry, it – they – will obey orders,” Dr. Lam turned to Y4-M and ZL-1, “follow us.”

“Acknowledged.”

As they walked away from the center of the warehouse, Dr. Lam walked next to Y4-M. In lowered volume, and a hand to its shoulder, she said, “I will explain everything to you.”

Dr. Mangrove amusingly smiled at his colleague for her personalizing of the robot. After all, it was her program which altered the robots actions. “You turned it from a weapon to an explorer.”

Dr. Lam returned a smile of pleasure.

~

The lab was fully equipped. ZL-1 laid on one examination table while its counterpart on another. The two officers stood at attention nearby. Two guards were outside the main door.

Dr. Lam stopped her actions. They all stared at her. She gazed around the room with an expression of wonder which seemed to pierce the walls and beyond the base – beyond the city. “Have you ever felt like there is something bigger than us? Dr. Lam asked. A general question to the room, but more directed at Dr. Mangrove.

“Or someone?” Dr. Mangrove hesitantly responded.

“Look around. At least at how our world used to be.”

“I felt it too. But I can’t explain it. It’s as though I can sense it.”

“Yes!” She paused, “what happened to us?”

“Pride!” The Colonel interjected.

“What?” Dr. Lam asked.

“The human race began to focus on the individual. It lost the ability to be a community.”

“Insightful.” Dr. Lam responded, “I wish we had more time to discuss this further.” Her expression altered from curious to focused.

Y4-M turned its cranial unit as if to listen more closely. ZL-1 remained still.

Dr. Mangrove began to enter the shutdown commands into ZL-1.

“What are you doing?” Dr. Lam earnestly asked.

“Preparing the unit for a new download.”

“May I suggest informing it of such action.” Dr. Lam’s attachment grew.

Dr. Mangrove had known his colleague long enough not to argue about a triviality. He smiled at her in mild amusement. Like a tennis match, Y4-M shifted his cranial unit from left to right as he observed the conversation. “Y4-M?”

“Yes doctor.”

“I need to make some final modifications to your ethical protocols and install details instructions of your mission. I need to shut you down momentarily.”

“Understood.”

“Is there a Pleasantry Protocol?” Dr. Mangrove asked semi-jovial.

She smiled but didn’t laugh.

They were abruptly interrupted by the General, “We’ve got an alert from Central Command!” The guards followed, “Whatever you’re doing you’d better finish soon.”

“What is it General?” Dr. Mangrove asked.

“Missile confirmation.” The General didn’t skip a beat, “at 2020 hours we received a report of an incoming missile strike.”

Dr. Lam looked at her colleague. Dr. Mangrove replied, “I have more protocols to install. You?”

“Nearly complete.”

“How long?” Dr. Mangrove asked the General.

“13 minutes.”

“Damn!”

Dr. Lam provided her colleague with an order, although among the two of them Dr. Mangrove was in charge. Nevertheless, professional admiration overrode protocol. “Forego the Empowerment Subroutine. There’s no time.”

“And you?”

“Nearly complete.”

“But the ZL-1 only has the Three Laws and Zeroth’s Law programming.” Dr. Mangrove was concerned.

“That’ll suffice.” She hurried and began the startup sequence of Y4-M.

The General interrupted, “Launch sequence has begun. You have 10 minutes.”

Y4-M sat up and stood on the floor. Other than the General and Dr. Mangrove, they all peered at the robot with anticipation. “Good evening Dr. Lam. How may I be of assistance?

They heard a loud mechanical sound in the warehouse – the roof was opening. Dr. Mangrove and Lam refocused their efforts on ZL-1. Just another Lieutenant arrived. She whispered into the General’s ear and left discretely. The General remained silent. She, and the other officers remained while the doctors’ work continued. Quickly, Dr. Lam broke the added tension, “Well? Are you going to tell us?”

The General was hesitant, “Target confirmation.” She looked at the others but remained professional, “Six military bases, including Fallon. Counter-measures unsuccessful.”

“We stay the course.” Dr. Mangrove insisted with a mysteriously convincing and comforting tone. He began the startup sequence of ZL-1.

~

The officers, guards and Dr. Lam stood around the robots while Dr. Mangrove entered a chip into the cranial unit of ZL-1, and into Y4-M. “These are your orders.” He paused to look at Dr. Lam who nodded.

Not as if the robots needed to hear it, Dr. Lam provided verbal affirmation which was meant for her and perhaps the others to hear, “Once you reach your destination, and complete your surveys, return Defcon Base or Central Command,” she fought back a tear, “and report to Chief of Command.”

“Understood,” ZL-1 replied.

The two robots walked up the ramp to the space craft. Y4-M turned. It raised its hand in a salutatory gesture but pointed toward the sky. One word came from its vocal unit: “Earth.”

The doors closed. From the pilot windows, they could see the robots take their respective positions. The cockpit illuminated various shades of blue and green from the multiple monitors. The ship hummed in a way that nearly consoled the onlookers.

“One minute.” The General stated dryly with the acceptance of death.

Dr. Mangrove looked at Dr. Lam, “Astrid.”

“Julius,” she responded and reached her hand out to his. His eyes wandered down in wonder at their locked hands, and back into her eyes. Neither cared about protocol. Their new connection was undeniable. Unfortunately, it would be short-lived. With the few moments they had left, they gazed at each other. Once the ship cleared the roof it accelerated from the planet. All of them looked up at the night sky – and wondered what will be.

The General interrupted, “Why curiosity?”

“Excuse me?” Dr. Lam was forced to change direction.

“Why did you program it to be curious?”

Dr. Mangrove looked at Dr. Lam with continued affection. Dr. Lam smiled, but without looking away from Dr. Mangrove, answered the question, “We lost our ability to live on Paradise when we forgot how to be curious. Even the simple questions which help us to understand and live in our environment – to understand each other.”


Monday, September 14, 2020

Dancing on the Pedals - (Tour de France Special Edition)

Dancing on the Pedals 

Welcoming arms of pine 
The fields of smiling suns 
And the rise of road to sky 
Flowers my imagination 

Spinning carbon or steel 
The climb rises in tremolo 
With the beat of my heart 
And the Divine aficionado 

Out of the saddle I stand 
On a long day suffered 
The line between pedal 
And of shoe is blurred 

Tapping out a lively rhythm 
The pace of quickened tempo 
(Or the tempo sets the pace) 
On a summit crescendo
 
I hear the roaring thunder 
Of a monumental score 
Dancing on the pedals 
This road is my dance floor


Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Reverse Polarity - a short story

 Reverse Polarity

“Scientists first observed the phenomena in the early 21st Century – the polarity of the earth was shifting. A repeating occurrence every 10,000 years. At first it was gradual. The populous was not adversely affected – until. After World War IV and nearly one billion deaths, one-tenth of the population, the earth transformed overnight as if the planet needed repentance. The South Pole and the North Pole changed positions. Reverse Polarity,” the autonomous holographic professor paused to wait for questions. None. 

“Creatures such as eels, fish, insects, and birds among other migratory species were adversely affected. Later, studies proved the abrupt magnetic change caused the alpha brainwaves in many species such a dramatic alteration they all died. It was unknown at the time if humans were tapped into the Earth’s magnetic field as the aforementioned species, but they were equally affected.

Later this event was known as 'Dar la Vuelta’ or the ‘Blip’ or ‘Balik’ – meaning the “Flip”. However it was referenced, no amount of bombs could come close to the devastation. Only one billion survived. The Equatorial nations and surrounding regions were not affected.

“Many shouted it was a message. It was mankind’s turn to repent.

“After several brief months of chaos and a communications blackout the South America nations united, led by Ecuador; as did the African nations led the Congo; followed by the southern Asian islands led by Indonesia. Three new world powers. Once established, the military forces from Ecuador and Columbia along with Brazil – known as the Republica de Amerigo – migrated north to the old United States. Purpose, to control the infrastructure and obtain superior weapons. But this was a waste of time. The Dar la Vuelta had disrupted all pre-existing electrical devices north of five degrees latitude – the same was soon discovered south of five degrees latitude. They returned to their respective nations. But later on, they returned with their own equipment and weapons in order to take advantage and protect of her resources. United under the same banner, it was decided not to disclose this discovery to the other world powers. The intention – allow them to waste time and resources. Once the same was discovered by the United Indo-Islands when similar attempts were made in old Russia and North Korea and the Chinese Communist Regime, the Congo-Kenyan Empire’s spies relayed this intelligence to their superiors – they retreated from their attempts to control the old Iranian nuclear stockpile. Instead, Europe was their new resource target. And like their Amerigo counterparts, they figured out to occupy and utilize land to their north and south by spreading their own technologies across their newly acquired respective regions.

“Despite the distrust, there were no wars. No territory disputes. There was plenty of resources. Even the old cartels, the old militia and the old Triad realized the new abundance and a peace was agreed. But this was viewed as a temporary pacifier to a yet another new era. An era of over-population like not previous experienced prior to the Dar la Vuelta.

“¿Any questions, comments?” The professor asked his surprisingly attentive class – aside from one.

“¿Por que’?”

“¿Why what? Senorita.”

“¿If we won, why do we need to learn all this mierda?”

The holomatrix of the professor fluttered. “That is a question for anyone who intends to repeat history.”

“¡That’s not an answer!”

“On the contrary. It is. ¿Shall I continue?” The class removed their eyes from the solo disturbance and redirected their attention toward the professor. “Once the three super-powers began to repopulate the planet, the disputes began. Trade disputes. Resource and territory disputes. War. Population decrease. Population increase. War. ¿Would mankind ever turn from this vicious cycle? From one age to the next it seemed this destructive pattern was predestined.”

“That would require an Intelligent Designer.” One student stated as he stood, and politely returned to his seat.

“You are correct Senor.” The professor scanned the classroom. “¿But – is it possible to be predestined to change?” No one answered. “Back to the history lesson. ¿And where are now? Victors in the last war. ¿But at what cost? Two billion. 10% of the population,” a raised hand caught his eye. “Yes Senorita.”

“We were defending ourselves.”

“Yes. That is how history will be recorded,” silence. “¿And how will history record our current events?”

The professor initiated the two-dimensional holo-screen which emitted from the ceiling. News reports from around the world. “The greatest migration of anyone who can manage the cost or beg, or other unsavory means left their homes for safety. Lines of refugees. The various militaries from numerous nations are moving their respective equipment and weapons across multiple boarders by ground and air. Of course, this is causing chaos and conflict to erupt particularly since Union Ecuatorial is not prepared for this influx and has vowed to defend her borders around the globe,” a news anchor’s voice-over reported. “As the planet continues to increase its pace of reversing poles – which according to prominent scientists throughout the world, predict is any day now – the exodus from the northern and southern hemispheres toward the equator is massive and unprecedented in human history,” she continued to report.

The professor pressed mute, as was his class. “Predictions indicate approximately only one billion people will survive,” he paused. “¿In the aftermath, will the survivors respond in the same fashion as our planet?

“Will this be on the test?” A voice from the classroom blurted.

“It will be on the most important test of your existence.”

~

"For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God. We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in pains of childbirth right up to the present time.”

       Romans 8:20-22

 ~

Note: Artistic license was taken in writing this story. The reversal of the poles is theorized to take place every several hundred thousands of years. The actual reversal is theorized to take over several hundreds of years. Please see the following article for more on this topic. For the purpose of this story the reversal is every 10,000 years and occurs over night, which allows for a more dramatic affect. 

Saturday, August 1, 2020

Love and Fear (and the Confusion in Between)

Love and Fear (and the Confusion in Between)

Love and fear
And the confusion
In between the lines
Of unbelief and faith
Led down by a green mile
Of self-incarceration
With thickening walls
Trapped in the prison
Cells of our brains
Is the inability
Or unwillingness
To act prudently
Stumbling on shortsighted
Hope rotting and wilting
From social commentary
Swinging tongues of swords
In the mirk and mire
Of an endless grudge
Drawing lines
In the sandbox
Of prideful pillars
Or too quick to fall
Into passive holes
With frightened minds
Preying on fractured hearts
Led by false wisdom
Bowing to the gods
Of pseudo peace
And circular reasoning
Strangled by a noose
Of isolated imagination

In the wild dance across
The temples of blindness
Crying against the chaos
Lies an increasing
Chasm of fear
Blurred by fists filled
With a disturbing
Indifference for our neighbor

When all this time
On the opposing cliff
Above the confusion


[Also published in this month's Synchronized Chaos.]

If only perfect love could spread as quickly as a pandemic. - David A. Douglas


Wednesday, July 1, 2020

3 - a short story

3

“Three.”

“Are you certain?”

“The adverse conditions of this planet do not seem to be as extensive as previously recorded,” QR-15 responded to L3-DR, “three humanoids confirmed." QR continued, “Negative active industry. Negative global communication systems. Vegetation present but limited. Unlike the rest of the planet, a valley contains geothermal activity. Surrounding topography is mountainous”

“Landing site,” L3 instructed. “44.0327° N, 116.4121° W.”

According to QR’s readings, one of the three humanoids was a safe distance away from their landing point. The other two were a bit further away. “Activate the ship’s cloak, L3 instructed. “This discovery will delay our original mission parameters.”

By dusk the humanoids were gathered around a fire. Two males. One female. There were two structures nearby – worn and aged. Soon, two entered one structure, while the third entered the adjacent structure.

The next morning L3 ordered, “Engage holographic camouflage,” and the robots appeared like the humanoids.

They positioned themselves on the southwest corner of their settlement just inside the tree line on the eastside on the stream.

~

Manny cast his line into the river. Nothing. He made the attempt again. Finally, a large trout sprung from the surface. Minutes later he had his prize.

“What was that?” Manny heard a rustle. He swiveled quickly to his right. A bear. As if instinct pushed him into the river, he fell backwards, and the current carried him downstream. He bobbed up and down as the beast charged down the riverbank. Disbelief. Not at the beast. But at the two strangers. Manny shouted. “Look out!” The beast charged toward their position. They dodged the bear, but it managed to knock the woman down. Manny struggled to reach the riverbank as he pulled out his hunting knife. He leaped toward the beast to thrust the knife into the back of its shoulder. The beast growled and swiveled. Manny managed to thrust his knife into the beast’s heart. It crushed Manny as it fell upon him. The sun above him faded as his eyes closed.

The woman rushed toward Manny, “He has a pulse, QR stated.

The two robots looked at the other.

He needs medical attention.

Place the human on your back, L3 ordered.

They ran northbound toward the humans’ settlement. On the way, QR captured an image of the following a rusted sign: WELC-M, SWE-T, ID-H. Upon arrival they attended to his injuries. QR looked around the weathered house and spotted a bookshelf. Are you able to identify these pages? Above the bookshelf were three framed torn pages. 

We need to leave. L3 urged.

Images captured for later evaluation.

With his ribs bound, Manny began to wake. Holly busted through the front door. “He’s home!” The house came to life again as Holly embraced and kissed him. “What happened?” She examined his bandages. “We don’t have this kind of first aid.”

“You okay son?” Adon’s grizzled voice lowered with care.

“Been worse,” Manny chuckled.

“What’s that?” Adon leaned his body around the corner toward the hallway. Faint shadows caught his eye. “Stop!”

The robots froze.

“People!”

“Greetings.” QR stated.

“Greetings,” Adon repeated with trepidation.

“Adon? – People!” She paused in disbelief.

“Where are you from?” Adon asked.

QR broke the silence. “We saw your settlement.”

“A large creature attacked—” L3 reported.

“And you rescued Manny?” Holly exclaimed.

QR corrected her. “He destroyed the creature but was injured in the process.”

“Thank you!” She stopped to catch her breath. “Well, I’m Holly and I guess you gathered this is Adon, and Manny. And what are your names?”

Searching database for relevant names. “My name is – Varick, and this is – Amalea.”

“Welcome to our little valley and our home, Varick and Amalea,” Adon said with open arms.

Amalea asked, “Why would you risk your life?”

Adon responded. “Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends.”

The two robots looked at the framed pages on the wall.

“From the middle page,” Manny pointed.

“You’ve had a chance to read it,” Holly said.

QR responded, “Just before you returned. What does it mean?”

“These two found me,” Adon smiled with a reminiscent sigh. “I hadn’t seen a soul in ages,” he paused. “I forgot what it meant to love,” his voice trembled momentarily.

“Hate preceded?” QR inquired.

“No. I just stopped caring,” he recalled. “Then, I found these pages years ago, in an abandoned church. The statement, ‘Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men’ is Manny’s favorite. And I rediscovered hope – ‘one hope’, from the third page.”

“And then we saw him,” Manny’s strength begun to grow.

“They were children,” Adon said.

“It was all heart,” Manny interjected with affection. “The last people we encountered tried to kill us. We haven’t seen them since—”

“‘Greater love’ – it’s a daily sacrifice,” Adon stated with conviction.

“Please elaborate,” Amelia asked.

“No other book teaches what we’ve learned from these three pages.”

“Who is the author?” QR asked.

“We believe it’s God,” Holly answered.

Varick’s expression barely changed since they all first met. The holo-matrix of QR painted a Mona Lisa smile on Amalea’s face.

“It is late. Amalea, we need to exit,” L3 stated with cold authority.

“You don’t mean to leave?” Holly exclaimed.

Manny added. “After all you’ve done for me.”

QR looked to his leader for direction. L3 nodded affirmation.

Holly asked them, “Will you need separate rooms?”

“One will suffice,” Varick responded.

“I’ll show you to your room.”

~

The next morning L3 reactivated its holo-form. L3, we have a problem. My holo-matrix will not activate.

We need to leave. L3 opened the window. All clear. L3 made its exit out the window first. It jumped from the roof and landed without incident. QR followed.

Suddenly they heard a scream.

“Adon!” Holly shouted. She darted down the hallway and ran out the front door. “Adon!”

Adon skidded to a stop, “Where’s Amelia? Varick?”

Options limited. Varick deactivated its holo-emitter, “You are looking at her?” he pointed at QR.

Manny wandered downstairs and outside, “Robots! There were hundreds of them in that old warehouse Holly and I found years ago – all deactivated. But you’re different and much more advanced,” he circled QR. “Are you programmed with the Three Laws?”

“Affirmative,” QR responded.

“Then we have no worries,” Manny assured Holly. He redirected his attention to QR.

“Where did you come from?” Holly asked.

QR launched its finger toward the sky, “I am QR-15. This is L3-DR.”

 “Wait. If they are programmed with the Three Laws and they speak English—” he gulped. “— and they are not from here, do you know what that means?”

Adon had the answer on the tip of his tongue, and Holly was right behind him. “It means that humans created them.” He looked toward the sky once again. “There are humans out there?”

“This is fascinating,” QR stated.

“How so?” Manny asked.

“Our society and culture is in a constant state of war,” QR stated. “Nothing closely resembles the interaction of you – your unity. The message of your pages.”

“The suggestion of a complete societal paradigm shift, if that is indeed what you suggest, is unlikely,” L3 stopped and turned to the humans, “Do you have disagreements? Arguments? Offensives?

Adon spoke up, “Of course we do. But we’ve learned to love, which results in peace.”

“Learned?”

“Yes,” they answered in near unison.

QR indicated to L3, “I have a recording of the pages, but no one will listen to robots.”

L3 explained, “We did not anticipate your presence on this planet. In fact, our scans indicate you are the last surviving humans.”

Holly gasped.

L3 continued, “This planet was dying and at war. It was a long time ago – but at some point a select group of your species sought out a new planet. L3 and I are here to assess if it is safe to return. However, it is determined terraforming is highly improbable; and this valley is the only habitable area.”

Adon asked. “You came to assess whether it was safe to return?”

“Affirmative. Humanity is in harm’s way – of itself. We must prevent its destruction.”

Adon asked solemnly. “No God?”

L3 took a moment to answer, “No.”

Manny added. “There is more to these pages than a code of living,” he emphasized.

“Please expand,” QR asked.

“On the back of the third page we learn to be imitators of God, who is also Jesus and Spirit. Perfect unity in three. We believe God wants to share this unity with us.”

Manny smiled at Adon and Holly and asked. “When do we leave?”

L3 interjected, “Leave?”

“To join the others,” Manny replied as Adon and Holly nodded in agreement.

“If that is your intent, but our ship is designed for three.

“I will go!” Manny blurted.

QR summoned the ship by remote.

 ~

The next morning Manny embraced and kissed Holly; and Adon prayed, “Speak hope.”

Before the door of the ship closed Manny said, “Time to go fishing.”


Monday, June 1, 2020

Toy Maker (Extended Edition) - POEM of the MONTH!


Toy Maker

Toy Maker! Oh, Toy Maker!
Why did you create me,
Create me the way you did?
For I can reason with all I see! 

I understand I am flawed
Even to the point of this pen,
My own strength fails me
Unable to reach your perfection.

At first look, it’s obvious:
I am missing my strings,
And I cannot reach the sky;
But, my mind has wings!

I have a heart made of wood
And dreams which float
From here to there, and ev’ry
Which way I turn to gloat.

I can boast of all I do,
Because I am a taker!
I may walk wherever I want,
All, without the Toy Maker.

A seemingly innocent walk;
Yet, I am aware of the source
Of the wind shifting from here
To there, all with gentle force.

It’s apparent I have a back,
Many times it’s facing you;
And I have a dynamic voice,
As if this solely gives me value.
 
Toy Maker! Oh, my Toy Maker!
Why do I have this knowledge?
Because what puzzles me most
Is, I am carved in your image!

Be still, I hear your whisper,
Listen. Listen above the curse –
I am carved in your image
Because you loved me first.


The Original "Toy Maker" written in 2010.

Saturday, May 2, 2020

Butterfly Legacy - POEM of the MONTH!


Butterfly Legacy

Consider Darwin died before adulthood
And “Origin of Species by Means of
Natural Selection, or the Preservation
Of Favoured Races in the Struggle for Life”
Is never written … in a State of chaos
Hitler is drawn to a different ideology ...

~

Butterfly Effect: (with reference to chaos theory) the phenomenon whereby a minute localized change in a complex system can have large effects elsewhere.
The same localized change can have catastrophic effects worldwide. The full title of Charles Darwin's infamous book is, "Origin of Species by Means of Natural Selection, or the Preservation of Favoured Races in the Struggle for Life". Adolf Hitler embraced the ideology of Darwin's book and the contents therein, which resulted in selective breeding and the elimination of "inferior" races.

What legacy will you leave behind?

Sunday, March 1, 2020

Streams - a short story


Streams

Ninety percent of all household dust consists of dead human skin cells. The perfect transportation device for a virus.

Suriv Anoroc stood on a flake of dust. Airborne. His view was dim and blurred. One day he floated into a stream of sunlight. When the edge of shadow met the light, he saw millions of others like him as they floated on their respective dust flakes. He was alone. The faces of the others were painted with fear. He imagined his face portrayed hope, but the light caused the same emotion as the others. He and his kind were afraid of the light. Afraid of the reflection mirrored in their faces. But, as quickly as he entered the stream, he left it. Safe from the light. From truth. But truth as he knew it was provided by the darkness. He who was. Destined by the current, he wondered if he would see the others like him again, despite the terrifying light, to know them beyond instinct. Soon shadow turned to utter darkness. 

For the first time he could remember, he landed. The surface seemed unstable and barren. The black void eliminated his ability to see, but he felt at home in the dark. What was this place? A tremor of instinct permeated his body. But it was more than a need to survive which engulfed his being. He stood on the edge of his dust flake and maneuvered down to the surface. The further he wandered, the more he wondered about his purpose.
"COVID-19 Virus" by Trinity Care Foundation 
is licensed under 
CC BY-NC-ND 2.0.

Suddenly, he felt a tremor and he quickly scurried back to his dust flake which took flight on a new current. He started to feel weak, and slowly drifted off to sleep. Dormant. And he dreamed. Dreamed of a battle. A battle in which he fought and killed. He woke up and screamed. I am not a killer. He trembled at the thought as he floated in the shadows.

Suriv could not remember the last time he ate. In fact, he could not remember his first meal. He wondered if he was born to starve. He hungered for the truth. His survival instincts became primal. Without warning, a large mass approached his position. It wasn’t long before he and his flake of dust were transported down a long tunnel. In some strange manner he passed through a nearby wall and was quickly swept away by a red stream. Immediately, he was certain of his purpose – search and destroy, and then feast. But he was reminded of his dream. The conflict boiled within him. He felt the stream begin to heat up. Without warning, he found himself surrounded by white objects much larger than he. They began to attack him. He defended himself but he was in foreign territory. As the battle ensued, his strength faltered. In a desperate move, he saw a tributary downstream and he steered himself to the right of the fork, away from danger.

He fought the urge to kill, but he felt the life drain from his senses. He looked upstream and saw others like him killing and feeding. The white army were in pursuit. He remembered the stream of light. But the red stream provided him with the necessary prey to survive. Instinct. Fear. Death. Make death or avoid it. He struggled with the morality of it all. They were at war. Again, he was faced with an approaching force as the white army closed in upon his position.

Self-preservation, or somehow cooperation. He attempted to rally the others like him – including their attackers – in order to persuade them to seek an alternative to this violence. He shouted out his resolution. Nonetheless, his comrades continued to fight. He defended himself, but to no avail. The battle lasted all night, and the white army was victorious. Just before he died, Suriv wondered if it was the white army who were the defenders, protecting their stream from his army of darkness.

His remains soon exited the red stream. Shortly thereafter he floated on a small yellow pond which soon began to swirl in a clockwise direction. And Suriv was swept away by yet another stream.


(Written March 2019)
#coronavirus